Monthly Archives: May 2008

Oh Wellington
I thought
thee art Bexity
in those ten days of my second coming

wellington
thy words have fallen into a green ocean where ducks float to the edge

I was chased out of here (before) by
cat poo and creaking floors
after a samoan
intercity handy night

I ran pacific shaken as birds flew
billed to the edge like everyone else from Lyall bay taxied for $35

As I stand here and wonder what
happened to emma’s
crying blue eyes I chase

Tepapapa’s
million portraits and victoria’s
nursing shadows from a dusty bagpackers

To
nomadic heights. I chase distant 18th century lanterns
over the oriental bay

Dan climbed faster than me as I spoke
to the cute nurse. Oh! I love cute nurses like I love librarians and old
castles and Anglican churches and graveyards

Day one was when we had Indian curry on
cuba street
and saw panaromic views of
the city and tried apologizing to old flatmates
but the bitch was a fat piece of crap at the edge of northland ready to fall in
her rotting wood like a insect with juicy breasts

Then came day two (technically day
four) but who wants to know about my first trip anyway?

I thought lower hutt was a beach and upper hutt where the rich lived not graffiti brats trying
to be black

Nor orange airport bus drivers that
hated life and living things and I swung on kid’s swings and slid down

The slide that faced the sea and Circa’s
Linda who thought American Pilot must be watched.

Was watched

Next day after what happens in vegas and
wheat juice as I bunked with 5 girls how lucky can backpackers get

Day three is when the only guy left and
the English snore girl left but the American and German cunt

And the nice pommy girls remained. I hated the german and found the anarchist
internet place

And without feeding the pigeons went up
the cable car and saw Island bay and Khandalla
and Mt. Victoria

Where a Chinese bus driver told me that
the city was egalitarian and the lights were real. Not Mission
bay

I thought

I had eaten my samosas and discussed women with downtown backpacker
guys and devoured kachori

And ate English hot cauliflower curry
what an error who’d think pommies
liked it hotter than frozen meat

The university gave me my wind cheater
jacket that can make you sweat but next day I cross cook strait

The grey morning got into stunning
sounds after hearing arctic stories and weed-ridden heart break song

The wind could blow
you
far
away

A library and friendly $2 museum and
the dutch
that cycled two islands to save africa’s children

And then I met hannah and of course Melonee…princess Taurus Melanie
like bex only few days
apart and what lovely women eternal and thus I saw Te Papa. Oh my god Tepapa made my life a work of art
and pictures kissed my soul and city’s traffic lights in oil and tram and red
post box made me breath but
Melanie left as I explored caves downstairs and stuff the birds who gives a
dime

And slept through the arvo after a hot feast and
Paddington Coat Factory’s lovely long jacket held Melanie as we smiled should
we have kissed?

The kiwi bargain hunting second hand wedding packed dan to palmy and I loved kapiti bay and how Saturdays were times when you got
a few deals.

Melanie and I were awkward again and
she spend time with her lot
and packed her bags with a ferocious noise and I was lost.

Found in empathy by Bex

And
the city gallery and the art gallery but Bex essentially Bex.
Connections from another world and I know…I was there.

But buses did not come through and taupo was lost and like Indiana
Jones I could not revive my first day at burger King and the second hand book
shop that had the most amazing legs on display

And the 7th day when Borders
looked bigger than a library and friendlier than a autumn coloured
yellow red maple leaves behind the bee hive and embassies

Bex
went home and Melanie was gone and all these people that we knew from last life
did not give a damn or pretended they did not understand

Dan left for Melbourne

He wanted to be worthy of the city

And return to Wellington

I met Kelly’s services and rested

And thought of all these that came from
nowhere like sharks at Mangonui

Tried the satay roti
paratha

A Singaporean delicacy that originated
in India

I ditched telecom and all my telecom
friends and called them fat and ugly

And in the pouring rains went into bird
sanctuary and future flatmates
windswept homes and cold Wellington
rivers as robins did their
things and Americans dropped me to botanical gardens

As an angry driver gave me hell

I won a sipper in the mall

And 20 push-ups later

A giant drink

I had enough.

Tomorrow I leave.

This was Bex’s city

And I will return and the sun came out

But everything else was dark for now.

Oh wellington you have been kind to me tonight.

running shadows you pack your bags and rains and storms and cook straitbleedsand paint falls on civic square and lies and misunderstandings of closedheartsbirds sing in their black sanctuary…Te Papa quakes and you know loveis commercea glance a smile and unsaid word a friend a laughter as light runsout…Bex is thereyou have a pal.

the English are leaving molten hole
as skies burst slightly open
and wellington wind keeps me slightly warm

on a cold morning
in a room without windows
a dark snake eats our souls
a bright light on the otherside of the river
out of reach in a land of alphabet

and numbers

connections occupy temporary posts

the leaves are not exactly yellow and the evening gold blasts frankton's
rugby shouts
hamilton is going into its winter as I need the extra avil sleep
cycles bursting with energy and allow myself this pleasure under
tamarind tree
three more months and the winter will be gone
hope's little excited mellow gleeful screams as her dad chases her
aucklnad just a wee bit warmer…just a wee bit

a soft light streams through a magnetic field and wood floors creak with joint injuries

2 a.m.s are not romantic times as a slow walk a delayed switch a multiplied exodus

from eden's stadium to mount roskill and smokes coming from red red earth

a soft light streams through a magnetic field and wood floors creak with joint injuries
2 a.m.s are not romantic times as a slow walk a delayed switch a multiplied exodus
from eden’s stadium to mount roskill and smokes coming from red red earth

winter burns holes in my jacket

we walk towards the light

through siberian starlit sky canoe
russian millworkers
smokin fire

looking for an african lioness
triangles float freezing bones
savanna’s murderous run is taupo’s black magazine

So I
go where

the wind

takes me

I am a maple leaf

in

autumn blast